Sovereignty

Energetic Management and Protection are tools that are extremely helpful towards becoming or being sovereign. But there is one more thing that have recently slipped my mind. And that is boundaries. I had been extremely strict about my boundaries while I was holding space for the girls (Bella and Tessa) as they were preparing to transition. But since both these souls transitioned I’ve had an immense sense of freedom… more me time. So much so that I stopped thinking about my boundaries.

I have an 11-2 in my Soul Blueprint. This particular coding has a polarity theme of foolishness to wisdom, and last night I was reminded of it.

Sometime last week I was guided to reach out to a beautiful soul and we had agreed to have a call at a particular time. With everything set up I waited without receiving any correspondence. About an hour and a half later I received an apology and asking when I’m available. I was super keen to chat, and it was one of the few quiet evenings I had, so I said I could chat now. This person apologised profusely and instead of accepting the apology and asking them to please just send me a message if they can’t make the agreed time, I wanted to make them feel better, i.e. put their needs first. So instead, I said not to worry about it and that these things happen. After the call I realised that I had a beautiful opportunity to affirm my boundaries. I should have affirmed my boundaries, but instead my behaviour and statement could have been understood as, ‘it’s ok if you are late and don’t let me know’. So, this foolishness to wisdom things is real. 🙃😜 That’s one of the ways I learn and I’m so grateful for the lesson and for the fact that I noticed what had happened much sooner than I would have before.

I am also extremely grateful for this beautiful soul that came and remind me to state my boundaries and put my needs first. Putting others needs first has been something I’ve done ever since I can remember, and this behaviour had become autonomous. It is not healthy. It creates scenarios of me feeling rundown much later and not knowing exactly why. But it is simply because I didn’t put my needs first multiple times with different people. I’m super grateful for the gentle reminder.